Interview feelings

i never knew that interviews can be so emotional. it was my first official interview. went to second stage with the CEO. and got rejected. i felt like putus cinta. argh. my husband was saying that maybe the company dont have the budget to pay me. and i dont want to shift workplace for just 10% increase. 20% above to make it worth. the fact that i was rejected makes me feels so heartbroken. i kept on thinking what did i do wrong. and it makes me feel like i want to just stay at where i am. without doing any improvements in my life. huhuhuhu it may take me another 6 months to get over this feeling. i think. heartbroken.mcm putus cinta rasanya. hahahahahah ok lets just be calm. better things are coming. insya Allah. Allah sentiasa mentakdirkan dan memberikan yang terbaik untuk hambaNya.