planning my delivery

So whats new guys?
me? Not so much. Just cant decide where i wanna have my labor.

My mom asking me for a government hosp.
i just think that i need privacy and nice nurses.
i know im gonna be a challange that day.
and of course im avoiding all the unnecessary problems. Like being scold by the nurse or the midwives.

Then comes the story of how not safe labor in private clinic will be.. and having a paranoid husband doesnt help.

I think my best choice would be at Hospital perdana.
get ready to spend 7k. Before gst. I think it will be more when my time comes.

Such a hard one. Argh...
okay. We are still considering a few othe private hospitals. That we can afford. Like 2-3k maximum for surgery.

Or another option is that we have to work harder until we can afford tge 7k delivery at perdana. Huhuhu

untung preggy nie..

My hubs is a sweetheart lately.
everytime we went shopping. He will ask me.

Yang taknak pape ke?
Handbag baru ke?

I am so not in the mood of shopping. Let alone handbags. Im someone yg pakai satu beg yg i suke till suke beg lain baru tukar. Sekaranglah.. dulu suke jugak tukat handbag.

Then that day i was like. bie nnt kite pegi jpo ek. Rasa nak beli handbag.

And he being a sweetie pie just said. okay. Bie nak belikan yang handbag paling mahal..

Cair pulak.. walaupun tak beli lagi..hhehehe..

first batch

Since im feeling healthy lately.
i already started to establish my brand.
i just think that the longer i postponed.
a lot more reasons will arise.

So we will be going to kl to choose fabrics and design.
label will also be prepared by our wholesaler.

For me. Its okay not to do everything ourselves.
let it start first and find your best method.
i cant wait for our first batch.

boy ke girl?

Jerawat everywhere....
does this mean im having a girl??

Finger crossed..

healthy as a horse

Im feeling healthy these two days.
after i got my med from an nisa.
i cant believe that doc got meds for vomit.
in my mind i was like how its done.
did the med just squeeze my vomit nerves??
But somehow the meds work. Insya allah.
ubat hanya cara. Allah yang mengizinkan.
always have to remember that.

I guess now i got the point why god make me soo sick in my early stage. Becoz mann.
now im working like crazy since im feeling like a million dollar.

i have to be sick in order to just rest.
and Allah knows that. Masya allah.
Most time we hate something. Sedangkan ia baik utk kita. And most time we like something sedangkan ia buruk untuk kita. Another point to remember. Whatever happens. Allah knows best. Keep calm and say Alhamdulillah...

for the pain. Sickness. Vomitting. And all the things we hate..

And alhamdulillah for the rizq.
for the ability to help our family.
for the feeling of completeness and not wanting anything. Its a good feeling.

move it. move itm

We have so many times where we would just be.
'We need to move'

And everytime we decided that. The house is just not to expectation. Maybe we expect too much.
i dont know. Then i would just let it go
and husband would go. we need to move...

And i will be frantically looking for a new home. And i feel sad thinking of leaving this home. i dont know.

Are we gonna move before the baby arrive?
Becos i really dont think this house is fitting for a baby.looks like i need to clean up the mess.
were not moving anytime soon.

no husband. nooo

My husband is like. Where is next?
nak vacay kat mana pulak lepas ni..
istanbul kah? Europe kah?

And im not in the same mood.
im like noooooo husband noooo.
i just wanna sit at home on the bed.
waiting for food to come to me.

Thats me. For time being.
but i can rest assured he will not book any flight tickets without me. Hahahaha.

Thinking about just sitting on the plane doing nothing already makes me wanna vomit. Urghhh..