Im back to vomit.
and vomit.
ingatkan haritu episode muntah2 ni da berakhir since i reached 3months.
Rupanya harapanku hancur berkecai.
makan satu pinggan. Muntah balik mcm dua pinggan sebab campur dengan air sume.
Pastu badan macam tak dapat nutrien.
cepat letih. Sebab tak sempat nak digest nak vomit balik.
Susah kan nak jadi ibu.
ni baru part mengandung.
belum part melahirkan.
part jaga anak taknak tido malam.
patutla Allah bagi tempat yang besar untuk seorang ibu.
Pengorbanan ibu tu besar sangat.
kasih sayang ibu tu terlampau besar.
i just hope i can raise my child the best way that i can.
so that he/she will be the best person.
supaya dia tahu yang the one person that will love him/her wholeheartedly is just me.
i know im not a good child myself.
so i kind of worry that my child will be like me.
i used to find love outside my family.
so i worry about that.
but my husband pentingkan family or his mom particularly. Which is good.
Hoping that my child will follow his trait on that.
i dont mind sebab my husband always always kena lebihkan mak die.
And for me. My turn will be with my son.
a mother will be spoil by her son.
and a husband will be spoil by his wife.
allah dah buat elok dan sempurna.
a man find his happiness in his wife.
while a woman find her happiness in her son.
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