Thursday, June 25, 2015

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Pukul 3pagi. Still xboleh tido.
Kol 4 nanti nak bangun masak sahur pulak.
Entahlah. Rasa mcm ade benda yg perlu aku buat yang aku belum buat.. kacauuu.

Semalam rasa mcm ade contraction. Perut mengeras. And aku will be 31weeks this friday. Too early. Tapi from some reading. It indicates labor coming soon.
How soon? I dont know. Maybe 2 or 3 days  or maybe 2 or 3weeks.

Tapi air ketuban belum pecah. Bag baby and my bag for hospital belum diprepare. Baju baby belum basuh. Barut baby still xde. Omaigod. I dont know where to start.

Just knew that my fren had her labir at 32weeks cos her baby is weak. Since now is fasting month. Her baby tak gerak for almost 12hours. Mine pulak decrease. Gerak pon slow2 saje. So decided to stop fasting. Nak bagi baby ade tenaga balik. Sebelum ni siap tendang kiri kanan. Now mcm tumbuk2 yg lemah je. Poor baby.

Pening gile sbb banyak keje belum settle lagi and byk benda belum beli. Breast pump tam beli lagi. Katil baby belum sampai lagi. Baju baby xbasuh lagi. Katil berpantang xbeli lagi. God!!!!

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